touch-move

I've been having second thoughts lately about my recent career move.

i can't say that i'm still adjusting since it has almost been 3 months since i started but i feel like deep in my heart, this is not really where i should nor want to be.

today, BB (big boss) asked if I've already finished taking the online assessment to find out my strengths because he can't figure it out. OUCH! it just shows how little impact i have to the overall growth of the team. i'm starting to think believe that this is not a good fit for me. But at the same time, i'm still trying to be optimistic and to just look at this as a small bump in the road.

as they say, nothing worth having comes easy...but the question is, do i really want to have it?

homaygulay!

have you ever felt like you couldn't keep up with work? that's how i feel right now with my new job. lunod feels like the best word to describe it. (lunod = drowned/drowning)

it's an overwhelming feeling that borders on excitement and anxiety. much like the feeling of butterflies in your stomach that signals that you need to do a #2 and yet you don't know if you will make it or not.. (to the bathroom that is)

it's one of those days that i feel like crying just to let it all out. :(

looking forward to the weekend though. 2 days to go! we can do this!