hey santa!

haven't i been good this year?

ang lungkot naman ng pasko. to date, i think this will be my saddest christmas ever. i'm in no mood for gift-giving or just plain being merry. even shopping isn't THAT enjoyable.

ang sama. i know i have a lot of blessings to be thankful for this year pero ganito ako. i want to focus on things that i should be happy about, like my upcoming trip to bangkok but i can't help feeling blue. late pa ako sa mass kanina. nyar! kaasar.

ganito ba talaga kapag tumatanda? i'm starting to dread all holidays and special occasions.

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dear santa,

magwiwish na ako for next year. para talagang maprepare mo maaga pa lang at makahanap ka ng alternative kung kinakailangan. sana this time makakilala naman ako ng taong hindi ako sasaktan. please? i promise to be nice. talaga! i will keep my promise. o kaya kung gusto mo, spank mo na lang ako kapag naging naughty ako. instead na ganito yung nararamdaman ko.

please? thank you! Ü

love,
me