lately i've been doing a lot of thinking. about every little thing. about life. love. work. relationships. schedules. money. bills. photography. art. plays. dancing. food. choir. everything!
i don't know why i'm in this thinking mode again. maybe it's because of the rainy season. i really don't know.
am i where i want to be?
what am i doing with my life?
it this really how i envisioned it to be?
where is this all leading to?
what happens next?
question, questions!
lately i have been having doubts. it's not that i'm unhappy with my life. but i really have weird things going on. for starters, i'm starting to dread practices for choir which is unusual since i really love singing for church. i'm re-thinking my career plans since i feel i'm not too productive in my current work. i mean i'm happy doing marketing stuff but i find myself spacing out and thinking of my volunteer projects more often than my work. maybe i just have to have time for myself to sort things out. most of the time i am overwhelmed with my schedule. pati ba naman time for self ise-sched ko pa?!hay. i am so confused.
hay... this is unhealthy. hindi ako tataba sa ginagawa kong ito.
Questions, questions . . . life is always full of question? But the ultimate is: do these questions really need answers? Think about this: To be daring is to venture into the ocean - you will lose sight of land, but behold, you'll begin to see the stars!
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