please hug me!

Just when I am starting to master the shortcuts on mac's platform...

i will no longer have continue my 2-week trial since they have found 2 experienced candidates to fill the vacant positions. i am not angry nor depressed. the decision has been explained to me clearly and i agree given the circumstances. i am just sad.

sad
because i already made a connection with the people there
because i think i have found what i really want to do
because working there made me happy

i felt awful the whole day. it was so hard keeping the information to myself... that this would be my last day. i think most of the people noticed that i am not my cheerful self. i didn't want to say goodbye because it would be so hard to control the tears. (sus. hindi pa naman ako gumagamit ng Johnson's No More Tears shampoo. No more tears baby of mine!)

i will surely miss
...the great food
...the bathroom with the butt-shower thing ( i seriously do not know what it is called)
...patch and lucas
...the nice people in the kitchen who give extra food to the staff (sorry i couldn't remember all your names. i haven't had the chance to get to know each one of you)
...ms ninfa, who is very accommodating and who does not tire of answering my endless queries
...ms celine, for allowing me to use your laptop so that i can gain access to the internet and send my reports and works
...charisse, for letting me listen to your music files and for helping find what i need in the library. goodluck with your studies!
...kuya dennis, who moved my car so that i will not have to pay for parking and offered to get me more rice during lunch
...kuya robert, whom i first spoke to when i came in for my one day trial and offered to move so i could sit with the other people at the lunch table
...kuya eric, who opens the door for me whenever i come in too early for work and teases me whenever we bump into each other
...kuya obet and jun, for always answering my questions about the equipment and shoots and allows me to observe them at work
...3rd flr ladies (karen, gemma, kristy, irene and maritess) for always helping me with the stuff i need to do and for being so kind to ask me to join you for lunch or merienda and for sharing tips on almost any topic concerning women
...C family, thanks for giving me a chance to prove myself!
...GA, we didn't get to be introduced personally but from what i have observed through your conversations with the other people, i think you are cool!
...BC, thanks for allowing me to interview you and for sharing stories with me


oh well, until we meet again. i know our paths will cross in the future.

i will be back!

for now, back to jobhunting again...