mikee

i'm not particularly pleased with charlie.

he has been missing classes (and exams) the past week because he got sick and he's making not much effort in trying to catch up. dad has been telling me to follow him up everyday and help him with homework and projects but he refuses to tell me about them or even ask for help. i really don't know what to do. i don't want to spoonfeed him or he really will not learn. such a spoiled kid.

this morning, mom told me about her conversation with charlie yesterday regarding his english homework.

(excerpts from mom's memory. and no, she does not need sustagen prime to remember these kinds of things.)

mom: natapos mo na ba assignment mo?
charlie: oo.
mom: ang bilis naman ata.
charlie: e may sagot na sa book e. kinopya ko na lang.
mom: sigurado ka bang tama 'yon?
charlie: oo. kay mikee ito e. (referring to mikee of the teen edition, pinoy big brother)

(mom looks at the cover of the book and sees that indeed, the book was previously "owned" by mikee lee)

mom: bahala ka nga.

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i don't really know what to make of charlie. wais lang ba talaga siya o tamad?

mangoes and lost cars

i think i need to slow down and rest.

the couple of days have been really stressful at work and at home. at work, since i can't find anyone to replace me yet for my marketing post...i'm still on dual role. mom and dad has been pestering me about charlie again. and lately, they have been pestering me about con. what will they do without me? (haha. just kidding. i haven't done anything lifechanging in the past days...)

this morning, i have resolved to take more time for myself after i absentmindedly washed the mango peel, from the mango i ate this breakfast, and almost placed it in the dish cabinet along with the plates. last tuesday, i freaked out after going to the parking lot frantically searching for my car, thinking that it got carnapped or something. after 5 minutes, i remembered that i had parked the car at LKG since i drove tin that morning and could no longer find parking at my usual parking lot.

lately i have been lacking sleep. i guess having someone with shifting schedule in the room with you affects your sleep patterns. this week, i end up waking at around 3:30am because that is the time that con gets up and prepares for work.

can't wait for her to get regular working hours!

oh lookie!

it's my block! hehe. i've always wanted to try this...

BOG

ito ang isa sa mga araw na naiisip ko na gusto ko ng mamatay. literally. yun tipong tatalon ka mula sa bintana ng building nyo sa 24th floor tapos babagsak ka sa kalsada at ang maririnig mo na lang ang kalabog ng nagkalasug-lasog na buto. ganun ka-bilis. ganun ka-lakas ang impact. dedo agad. (sige na, masama na ako. alam ko yun)

oops, katok muna. tama ba naman yun?

syempre ayoko naman talaga mangyari yun. pero ganun lang talaga kabigat ang nararamdaman ko. grabe. kung pagsubok man ito, malapit na akong sumuko. konti na lang. please, matapos na sana itong linggo na ito. at sana sumabay na rin ang pagtatapos ng mga problema ko.