my imaginary boyfriend is ALIVE!!!

let me just say that this all started out because of a nice photo...you know. one of those pictures you take that you just can't let go because either you really look pretty, you like the people you are with, or the background and effects are just too good to go to waste.

then it turned into curiousity slash almost-obsession due to a bet with a certain person whom i shall not name. hehe. it was a great idea! having a "pretend" boyfriend i mean. i was amused at the various reactions.

some were happy. others were shocked. a few people couldn't believe it...hindi raw kami bagay.

i guess we weren't such good actors. hehe. blame that on me and my poor acting-convincing skills. haha. i felt like a celebrity. feeler! it was fun knowing other people are talking about you (naks! center of attention), trying to guess the truth, us playing the lets-pretend-we-are-more-than-just-friends game.

then, my sister just had to comment...nagpapaselos ka lang eh. that hit me. why am i even doing this? meron nga ba akong pinapaselos? sino? if not, then why go through this? is this what i do now for fun?

i guess i'm just curious. curious how people will take it. curious how i will take it. i guess i find it weird. you know how you get used to one thing and you suddenly find yourself lost. losing grasp of something you thought was for you. trying to find your way again.

shet. drama ko na naman.