i hate being jobless

waah! its been almost 3 wks since i left my job.

i'm bored.

i've burned my fingers typing and clicking away. the tips are already flat and have some form of white marking, possibly from the keyboard. i am now a certified net addict. from the moment i wake up (which is around 9-10am) up till dawn, i sit in front of the computer like a zombie. i am a resident of YM. my world consists of smileys and audibles and looking through this little thing called webcam. i have seen every nook and cranny of friendster, yahoo, gmail, blogger and buzznet. i've read every possible blog account that my friend, my friend's friend, etc. have written in the last couple of hours. i've done every possible thing that can be done in cyberspace...except for that. wahaha. my head is actually spinning from too much internet. i should let my siblings use the computer once in a while.

i don't have money.

technically, i do. but of course, i can't spend it like i used to. i miss shopping. which reminds me that i burned a hole in my wallet spending two grand in one day. nothing else can give you the sense of fulfillment knowing that somehow you shopped to your heart's content...for that day at least.

i am still not getting any fatter.

i've been stuck in my house for the past three weeks and after all the eating binges, i still haven't gained an ounce. what the hell is wrong with me? i've been eating like crazy! even my mom is quite surprised but happy of course, that i've been eating like a horse. although she isn't too happy about the crumbs i leave by the computer. damn those pesky rats!

i haven't started "re-designing" our home.

i am such a procastinator. i'll tell you about it tomorrow. just kidding. my sister and i have actually planned to clean-up the house and give it a fresh new look. well, not entirely, but at least it should not be mistaken for a storage warehouse with all the new junk that we are accummulating everyday.

i should write new resolutions.

i've learned that writing them down makes err "forces" you to make concrete steps in achieving your goals. so here are the things that i should accomplish while i am still on vacation...

• stop surfing the net too much. this means only two hours of surfing a day. unless i am looking for jobs to apply to or scholarship grants.
• start learning how to cook. someday, this might spell the difference between getting the man of my dreams or getting stuck home alone and eating out of the cans. just kidding. but i do think this is essential if i want to move out and live independently.
• start cleaning up the house and getting rid of all useless junk. this might mean another garage sale. i think i hear bells ringing...kaching kaching!
• start exercising. who said only horizontally challenged people need to burn some fat? i want to be some kick-ass chick! Darna!

guess i'll get back to this list later. charlie needs to use the pc...